Hi. I am not going make a posting because I do not want to hinder or delay any assistance you may receive. However, I am in the same situation. Married couple with three children, ages 2, 3 & 8. I am working but it is not enough. If and when you receive assistance could you please share some information with me so I can know who to call on for help. And that "worse feeling in the world" you were talking about; know that you are not feeling it alone.